Douluo: I Don't Want to Be a God, I Actually Became a God

Chapter 10

Yu Yuyi felt like crying.

This is easy to see.

Ben was softly comforting her old father, and his voice became softer. This is what he has learned for this child little by little in the past six years.

Originally, after experiencing so many things, he still couldn't be happy. Even if he had something to say and do, he had to face it with a polite smile. From the beginning to the end, he could only give an extremely stiff and scary Run those kid smiles.

Yu Xiaogang even knew why.

However, knowing doesn't mean being able to solve...

He still couldn't let go, couldn't let go of the extinction of the brilliance of the past, and many blows and ridicules were aimed at his useless martial soul that could not go any further.

——There is no waste spirit, only waste people.

This sentence was once complacently written by Yu Xiaogang in his theoretical book and regarded as a standard.

After all, it was not long after he found a like-minded friend, and when he was still young and vigorous, he said that he was not afraid of the world, he was not afraid of people's words, and he only wanted things to be done by man, and man can overcome nature.

But the successive blows and the sarcasm of his loved ones made him, Yu Xiaogang, have to accept the fact that he is a waste.

He, ever since, was bound by his own theories.

There is no waste soul, only waste people.

Then he is the trash in his own mouth.

Yu Xiaogang was depressed for a few days, and he also accepted this fact, and once he accepted this fact——

His chest seemed to have a big hole, and it was so empty that he couldn't find the place.

Yu Xiaogang knew that all his vigor, all vitality was flowing from the hole in his chest.

He didn't want to make his like-minded friends sad, so he left there alone, and came to a remote town in Tiandou. He didn't hide his name but it was almost the same as that situation.

He knew that he came here to die.

So instead of trying to find a job, he ate and used his previous savings and spent a few years in a daze.

Maybe... Yu Xiaogang thought, maybe he still has some illusions.

Imagine that an apprentice who can realize his theory appears in front of him, and he can use this to refute those closest relatives and loved ones who look down on him, declare to the world, and tell himself——

He Yu Xiaogang is definitely not a waste!
But after waiting for a long time, Yu Xiaogang's hot blood became hot again after being cold, and when it was hot, it was blown cold again by time.

He did not wait for a miracle.

But on the way back to Notting City from the countryside that day, he heard...

Childish voice, is that his lost vigor and vitality?

Yu Xiaogang was aroused by the sound at that time, he staggered the fork in the road back to Notting City, and headed for the bamboo basket.

then……

It was the meeting between him and Yu Yuyi.

He picked up this abandoned baby, this child who was probably abandoned because gray hair and pupils were considered unfortunate.

Yiyi was abandoned by the world, and the immature she needs a father to lead her to see and understand such a world full of dangers. She needs him, not the trash Yu Xiaogang, but also the trash Yu Xiaogang.

He was half smiling, half crying, quietly watching the expression of the child in the bamboo basket: "Forget it, he is also a poor person."

Yu Xiaogang didn't know who he was talking about.

Then, in the quarrel between him and Hongcai, Yiyi grew up stumbling.

Yu Xiaogang also found the void in his heart, which was slowly being filled at some point.Affected by the little things they got along with, he hugged the child to learn how to read, held the child's hand to teach her how to read, and led her to learn to walk...Unknowingly, the unwillingness and resentment in the past began to dissolve.

From another perspective, he discovered the distress and responsibility of being a father, and why those hurtful words could be said.

Yu Xiaogang still cared about the past, but he no longer trapped himself in the same place.

Because Yiyi is still there, in front of him, waiting for his father to take her to see and understand the world.

Now this child is too frightened to face it, his eyes are red, but he refuses to shed tears stubbornly, and his hand that is still raised flat is trembling with fatigue and fear...

Yu Xiaogang stepped forward, knelt down, clasped the half-handed hand with both hands, and said gently: "How can Yiyi be a monster? Don't be afraid, Dad is here, remember the theory discussed with Dad? "

"Wuhun?" Yu Yuyi replied with a trembling voice.

Yu Xiaogang smiled and said: "Yes, Wuhun. Once you told Dad that Wuhun could not be simply classified into Beast Wuhun and Weapon Wuhun. Now Dad told Yiyi that what Yiyi said was right, because there were indeed people who used Elements are Martial Souls, but most people divide their combat power based on elements. Their elements are all based on the physical form of Martial Souls. No one is a pure element. Except for a thousand years ago, the one mentioned in the unofficial history with pure A person whose element is a martial spirit."

"That is a person who we don't know exists until now, because there are very few things about that person, we only know that there may be such a person, who separated an enemy country for Xingluo and Tiandou, who were once a country. Of course, there are not many warriors who know about it now, and most of them believe that He does not exist."

"However, when I saw Yiyi and your martial spirit, Dad realized something. If it exists, that person exists. And Yiyi is as special as that person."

"So Dad can explain this situation, is Yiyi willing to believe Dad's theory?"

Listening to Yu Xiaogang's soothing words, Yu Yuyi blinked, and tears rolled down her eyes.

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【"...Monster... Ugly! Maybe it was because she was ugly that her parents threw her away!" Her immature voice was sharp and piercing, and the words she spoke were like sharp knives, stabbing mercilessly at the girl who was surrounded by children curled up in the center. Crowded children.

The surrounding boys and girls, who looked less than ten years old, also followed the previous child's words and mocked the small group of children in the center.

"Ugly! Ugly!..."

They shouted and cursed in a circle around the center.

The child curled up in a ball, that is, Yu Yiyi from the previous life ignored them, still buried his head in his legs and covered his head with his arms.

The children who scolded the ugly and monsters felt bored and dissatisfied. They didn't know who was the first to throw a stone in the past. Then, one after another, small stones hit the curled up child's arms and head...

And Yiyi, who was being bullied by the crowd, didn't raise her head, nor did she resist, she just kept saying over and over again: "I'm not a monster... and I'm not an ugly one..."

The voice was soft, as if it was just for himself.

She didn't make a fearless resistance, because she already knew that in the end of the resistance, she was the only one who was scolded and punished for not having dinner, and finally had to trouble the dean's mother to leave her a steamed bun.

Yu Yiyi didn't want to trouble the dean's mother, so she never resisted after that punishment.

I thought it would be better that way.

But her maverick appearance here is the original sin, no normal person's hair and pupil color are light gray, she looks like a monster here...]

*
Now, there is a person, that person is sure that Yu Yuyi is a special existence, not a monster.

Yu Yuyi raised the corners of her lips, no longer caring about that inhuman hand, but threw herself into her father's arms, rubbing against the man's stubble that had grown out because he didn't have time to take care of it when he went out.

"Believe!"

Yiyi believed in her father.

　Yiyi: Although nothing is worth trusting, but that is my father~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)