I am pretending to be a villain in the world of cultivating immortals

Meeting his gaze, Yu Huaiyin knew that Anshun was talking with him with an open heart, so he knelt down and put his gaze at Anshun's level.

"I'm not you, I don't understand the hatred in your heart, I don't know what kind of pain you have endured, I judge your right and wrong, say things that are not painful, and sound like justice, if you feel wronged, you will naturally If you think I'm hypocritical, then no matter what I say, it's just useless preaching, you won't listen to it, and you won't believe it."

Anshun stared at the Taoist in front of him, he never thought that he would be understood by a stranger.

He was a little moved, his brows furrowed slightly, and while his eyes were sour, the world in front of him also began to become a little blurred.

But listening to the very deceptive voice, he said again: "Similarly, because I am not Huo Ziming, I cannot bear grudges or forgive for him. The murderer who killed him, let alone judge his life and the meaning of his existence with a few words .”

Yu Huaiyin recalled his 800-plus lifetimes as a villain, and he knew that Anshun, a wolf cub who hadn't grown up, was not hopeless.

Killing people to pay for their lives, what can be ended is nothing but a blood debt.

If in the end, the evildoers have no intention of repenting for the mistakes they have committed, then what should be used to fill the wounds that cannot heal in the hearts of the living and the dead.

"So the answer to the question is, are you really happy to kill him?" Yu Huaiyin asked.

Anshun's lost eyes moved, and at this moment he thought of a lot, the neighbors pointing and pointing, the unsightly insults, and the hatred that occasionally flashed in An Ren's eyes when he looked at him.

He was in great pain, but these were not reasons for him to kill Huo Ziming.

The tears he had been suppressing all this time dripped down unsatisfactorily. He had clearly decided to give up on himself, and he had made an irreparable mistake for it.

But why should he see hope when he is stuck in a swamp and there is no possibility of breaking free.

Anshun lowered his head, tears fell into the soil one by one, he didn't make a sound, he was so silent that no one could see his emotions.

It seemed that no matter how sad he was, it was only his business.

Living alone and dying alone will never disturb anyone.

He is really a child who is stubborn and cruel to the bottom of his heart, but so lonely that he will break up at the touch of a touch.

By coincidence, Yu Huaiyin put his hand on Anshun's back and patted it gently.

In fact, in his eyes, Anshun is just a soul that has been dead for many years. He deliberately approached to trigger the plot, and tried his best to enlighten him to complete the side mission.

From the perspective of an outsider, he didn't have any emotion for the surrounding things, that's why he said those high-sounding words, trying to trick the child out of information about the Yin-Yang Pagoda.

But Yu Huaiyin knew it was fake, so he let Anshun hug him, feeling the little wolf cub's snot and tears rubbing against his lapel.

And his slight movement seemed to be the outlet for all Anshun's emotions, "I remember him, he spoke ill of Master and my mother behind his back, so I hate him, very much..."

Hearing Anshun's murmur, Yu Huaiyin comforted softly: "It's okay, you can tell me whatever you want."

"Huo Ziming said that I was not picked up by Master, and my parents are also from Qixing Town..."

In an embrace that made him feel relaxed, Anshun told him all he knew in staccato staccato.

Yu Huaiyin listened to it, and the past resurfaced in his mind like a cocoon.

70 years ago, there was no war in the Seven Kingdoms, and the world was at peace.

The folks in Kaiyang favor martial arts, with strong soldiers and strong horses.

Yuheng country focuses on business and pursues profit, the people are rich and the country is strong.

These two countries are neighbors, although the customs are different, but fortunately, the monarchs of all dynasties are well versed in the principle of stopping wars and supporting the people, so they married each other and married Qin and Jin.

The people also complied with Shangyi, using the border towns to exchange things for what they needed.

Because Qixing Town is located in the fortress of customs clearance, countless merchants, nobles, and children from the rivers and lakes gathered here, and it was considered prosperous for a while.

Inns, gambling houses, brothels, and countless shops are scattered like clouds.

Occasionally, a few wealthy sons who had read poetry and books and thought they had some literary ink in their stomachs passed by here, and seeing the lights in the town all night, they said something arty, the world is full of worries, and life is free for half a day.

Since then, Qixing Town, a place full of fish and dragons, has gained an elegant name, and the title of "half-day leisure" has become more and more famous.

Of course, as many people spend a lot of money here, there are as many people who want to be the souls of the dead under the high stage.

Anshun's mother's name is Jiyun, and she is the accompanying maid of a rich merchant in Yuheng Country.

At the gambling table, Tan San, his villainous bastard father, fell in love at first sight unilaterally, and won back home.

Tan San's gambling skills are superb, and he is known as a libertine in his spare time. He has many drinking and meat friends and even more enemies.

But it was a matter of the rivers and lakes, just when Tan San thought that he would end his life in a daze on the tip of a knife.

The rich businessman with red eyes pointed at the little girl behind him, saying that he wanted to use this girl as a bet to make a comeback.

Tan San is an old customer of Fengyue, he claims he has never seen any girls before, but none of them can win his heart.

However, when he glanced at Jiyun, and was about to laugh at the rich businessman for losing his wife and losing his army, the little girl standing among a group of thick and big men happened to look at him too.

Jiyun's look of being quite afraid of him and weeping was reflected in his somewhat dull pupils.

Why do I feel pity?

An idea popped up in his mind, Tan San knew that he wanted to start a family.

On the night of their marriage, Tan San asked Jiyun why she cried when he won her back at the casino.

Jiyun said that she came from a humble background, and was treated as a commodity since she was a child. Even if she married today, the person she married was not the one she loved.

Tan San laughed out loud when he heard this, he never expected the woman he admired to be so bold and forthright.

He doesn't care about the gratification of two people in the world, thinking about the relationship between love and not love.

Many poor and lowly couples who were told by matchmakers had never met each other before they lifted their hijabs, and then lived a life of daily necessities.

Now that he is married to her, as long as he lives in this world for a day, Jiyun will definitely not feel that he is entrusted to him.

After that, Tan San, who was always arrogant and domineering, really restrained a lot.

At least the children next door, after meeting him, felt that this man was not as scary as his parents said. His favorite food was egg drop soup made by his wife, not children.

In the past two years, Jiyun thought that she had never fallen in love with Tan San for a moment, but gradually calmed down and accepted it.

She knew that this person had many shortcomings, such as gambling, cruelty, he would fight with irrelevant people if he didn't like it, but he was extra gentle and sincere when treating relatives and friends.

Jiyun saw how Tan San took care of his mother, day and night, doing everything by himself.

He is definitely not a good person, but he is a rare filial son in this world.

But there is no banquet in the world that lasts. Tan's mother is seriously ill and has reached the point of exhaustion. After the diagnosis and treatment, many doctors persuaded Tan Sanjie to change his mind. .

As time went by, the doctors in the neighborhood were scared by him, and no one dared to see Tan's mother anymore.

Tan San emptied his family's wealth, so he went to the gambling shop to make money.

But this time is different, sometimes the more stubborn you are, the gods will try their best to drive you into the abyss.

His cheating was discovered by someone, and the other party was also a ruthless person who was on the other side, so he ordered someone to cut off one of his fingers.

However, he said that the finger is not necessary, but the winning money must be taken away by him. The other party knows the cause and effect, respects him as a man, and the matter will be settled.

When he came out of the gambling house, Tan San ran to a newly opened medical center on the corner of the street to buy Ganoderma lucidum that could extend his life.

The doctor in the clinic was surnamed An, and before settling in Qixing Town, he was a wandering doctor who practiced medicine everywhere.

Because his wife was about to give birth, the husband and wife discussed it and decided not to travel around anymore, so they hurriedly built a thatched hut with the savings they had accumulated from practicing medicine for many years.

At that time, An Ren had already passed his thirties, his wife had been ill for a long time, and he had been hanging on medicines for many years, but gradually there were signs of improvement, and the two had a happy relationship because of this, and it was a good story to tell.

The doctor was benevolent, looking at Tan San with blood on his hands, An Ren first bandaged his wound, and agreed to his request to see Tan's mother.

After some questioning, An Ren came to the conclusion that it was no different from other doctors, that Tan's mother was indeed helpless.

The only difference is that he promised Tan Sanhui to prolong Tan's mother's remaining days as long as possible, at least so that the old man can see the birth of his grandson with his own eyes.

Jiyun was taken aback when she heard the words, she has been eating poorly these days and often feels unwell.

Tan San asked An Ren to check her pulse by the way, but she repeatedly said that he was making a fuss out of a molehill.

Little did she know, there was a life about to be born in this world, which belonged to her, and also belonged to the man beside her who was so happy and loved her deeply, but she didn't love her.

At that moment, everyone was immersed in joy.

However, God did not wish.

The day when Mother Tan passed away suddenly was the rainy season in June, and the sky was clear a moment before, but in the blink of an eye there were lightning and thunder, and heavy rain poured down.

Tan San rushed all the way to the hospital, and passers-by saw him anxious, and all avoided him, for fear of getting into trouble.

At the gate of the thatched cottage, he was blinded by the heavy rain, only to hear the gentle and quiet woman teasing the baby in her arms with a rattle.

She said that An Ren was invited by Wang Yuanwai to see a doctor early in the morning and could not come back for a while.

Tell him to wait, and when the weather clears, he will be reminded.

The baby in the swaddle was amused by the sound of drums.

Tan San stood in the rain, his heart was tormented like a raging fire, he didn't know who to tell those sad words, let alone how to shout the word "help" when it was left in his throat.

In the distance, Jiyun came running in the heavy rain. She hugged Tan San, saw the anger in his eyes, and said to him with tears, mother has passed away, let's go home.

Tan San didn't speak, but felt sorry for Jiyun who was pregnant and had to work so hard. He held her in his arms and walked back to Tan's house step by step.

After everything was settled, he told Jiyun that he was going to deal with his mother's affairs and let her have a good rest. In the evening, he would bring back her favorite osmanthus cake, and then they would sit in the yard and watch the stars together.

Jiyun looked at his back, she put her hands on her belly, the uneasiness in her heart became more and more intense, she stopped him, and told him not to go out and cause trouble.

But Tan San didn't look back, he left the door and never came back.