please!I don't want to be a villain!

As soon as the real Zhang Tianba entered the illusion, he immediately fell into the demon.

I seem to have been born, a girl.

Born in the capital city, from a scholarly family, from a family of the Qi State, with kind parents, doting elder brother, fond of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting since childhood, it can be said that he was born in the best place in the world.

"Okay, little ancestor, put down Grandpa's brush and stop scribbling!"

The old man who spoke is my grandfather. I heard that he is the teacher of the current prince, so he should be very powerful.

When I was four years old, I had a younger brother. I doted on him like my elder brother doted on me, and I hoped that he could be as fast as me.

Time flies, and I grow up day by day, my mother often warns me not to be kidnapped by bad boys in the future, of course I will remember.

Until I was eight years old, I fell in love with pipa. I wanted to go to Wulingyuan to learn pipa. I heard that there is a string workshop there. Although it is not as good as Qingteng Academy and Yiqi Jianzong, I like it. I heard the rhythm there It is the freest in the world.

But my mother said that I was too young to go there until I was 15 years old.

I've been looking forward to the day when I'm 15.

But the world is always so changeable. When I was ten years old, the emperor ransacked my house, and everyone in my family was arrested and thrown into prison.

The prison was very dirty and uncomfortable. I wanted to go home very much. My mother told me not to be afraid, but I knew that my mother was also afraid because her hands were shaking all the time.

During this time in prison, I always feel that a long time has passed.

Later, I heard from the officials that my mother and I were going to Jiaofangsi. I heard that we could support ourselves by playing the pipa. I thought it was pretty good, but it might be sold before that.

Fortunately, no one wants to buy us, but the way they look at me scares me.

When I went to the Jiaofang Division, my mother fell ill, and my mother yelled my brother's name indiscriminately.

"Mother, I will definitely save my brother."

But my mother still couldn't make it through, and I cried sadly, but I will definitely save my brother.

I started learning the pipa while inquiring about my younger brother.

In just three years, I became the leader of the Jiaofang Division, relying on the pipa in my hand.

The girl from the Qu family found me, and she asked me to leave the capital with her and go to a place called Linxi City, but I couldn't leave, and if I left the capital, I would never be able to save my younger brother and elder brother.

Only by staying in the capital, can I get some news from those princes and ministers by virtue of my status as the leader.

As I grew up, I gradually discovered that the man's eyes began to become greedy, and he would move his hands and feet from time to time, but he didn't agree. My mother taught me that the most important thing for a woman is to be chaste.

Two years later, I got in touch with a court minister who was capable of saving people. I heard that he was Prime Minister Zuo. He was willing to save my younger brother and elder brother on condition that I be his concubine.

But I still want to redeem myself in the future, and I don't want to be his concubine, let alone his age can be my grandfather.

"If you don't agree, your younger brother and elder brother may never be rescued again. People are dying at the border all the time. It will be your elder brother and younger brother's turn when they fail to guarantee it."

"If you are willing to stay with me for one night, I can help you rescue my brother then!"

I know what it means to keep him for one night, but if it's just one night, it's like being bitten by a dog.

Both humiliation and hope were in this night, and I endured it with tears in my eyes.

I was expecting him to rescue my brother, and I waited for a long time like this, but there was no news from him, but I couldn't wait any longer.

"My lord, where is my brother?"

"Oh! Brother, what brother? It's not that you want to stay with me for one night."

Looking at the contemptuous smile of the old man in front of me, I knew that I had been cheated, and I regretted not leaving the capital with Miss Xiaoxiao.

He still wanted to touch me, but I refused, so I lit the curtain with an oil lamp and burned half of my face.

Afterwards, I played the pipa, and no one wanted to listen to it. Only then did I realize that they didn't care about how well they played the pipa, they only cared about their appearance.

Without my appearance, I suddenly found that I was no different from my ordinary prostitute. They asked me to wear a mask to pick up customers, one after another.

The stench made me nauseous, and they were still unwilling to let me go. I felt that I was no different from the rotting thing next to the ditch.

But just when Miss Xiaoxiao came to Beijing, she heard what happened to me. That night, when Zuo Cheng had just left the Jiaofang Division, she took a hidden short knife and stabbed Zuo Cheng for thirteen times until she was pressed down. , Miss Xiaoxiao is still smiling at me.

I know he is helping me, but what is she going to do?

Later I found out that Xiaoxiao has an older sister named Qu Shiran who was by Qi Er's side before Qi Er became the emperor.

If she is not the daughter of a guilty minister, she is the one who should be the queen most. Even if the two are in love, she is just a concubine.

Assassinating a country's prime minister in the street is a capital crime no matter what, but Qu Shiran saved him.

"Qi Kaiyuan! Even if you kill my father! I don't blame you! That's what he deserves! My sister is not wrong, look at you ministers who are dressed like beasts! Half-faced people! This is something they can come up with !Pooh!"

"I didn't ask you anything, I don't even have to be the queen, but you can't kill my sister, if you want to kill my sister! You can kill me too!"

Qi Kaiyuan frowned tightly, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth to say, "Exile her and the Grand Tutor's granddaughter from the capital together, and they are not allowed to come back in this life! Otherwise, they will be killed without mercy!"

This turmoil was suppressed by the emperor with means, and I followed Miss Xiaoxiao to go to Linxi City, but I actually don't want to live anymore.

On the carriage to Linxi City, Miss Xiaoxiao still smiled fiercely: "It's a pity! Thirteen knives failed to kill that old bastard!"

And I was also in the car, wrote a piece of music, I named it "Shan Hai Ci"!

There is no way for me to look at the mountains and rivers in the world. I will leave this world forever when I find a way to save my brother.

The Zuixiao Building in Linxi City is the residence of Miss Xiaoxiao. Because of her sister, no one in the Zuixiao Building dares to disrespect her.

Although Miss Xiaoxiao wants me to practice, but I have no intention to live anymore, what's the use of practicing?

"Situ You, can you fight for a little bit! Let's not fight for steamed buns! Just fight for breath!"

"Hmm." I responded softly.

What to do in the future, I don't know.

Temperament, the pipa is still playing, but the heartstrings have been broken.

Love each other, who would love a filthy woman like me?

Where are my younger brother and elder brother now?

Sometimes I also think, if Miss Xiaoxiao didn't have his sister, she probably wouldn't be any better than me, would she?

But looking back, it was Miss Xiaoxiao who saved me after all. Although I don't really want to live anymore, my last belief is to save my brother.

Miss Xiaoxiao always has a knife mouth and a bean curd heart. If she really looked down on me, she would not have stabbed that well-dressed beast in the first place, and she would not have tried to rescue me.

Time flies, and I have been working as a pipa teacher in Zuixiaolou. Many women in the world marvel at my skills, but they often laugh at my appearance.

But that's fine too.

Suddenly one day, a strange young man came to Zuixiaolou. He neither played with women nor listened to orchestral music.

Men in the world are generally the same.

Not long after, a man came to me, he was the prince, even Qu Xiaoxiao called him the prince.

He said that he could save my younger brother on the condition that he let me find out the reality of that strange young man, and I agreed, because I have nothing to lose, except for this embarrassing life.

I fixed my makeup and adjusted my eyebrows again. Since it was the last time I saw him, I simply showed my best appearance, just like the demeanor when I won the championship at the age of 13.

Mr. Zhang, I had a lot of conversations with him.

He said one truth and the other false, the false is that he lost his memory, the real is that he came from another world, I think the false is more like the real, and the real is more like the fake.

I think he is probably lying to me again, but he wrote a poem called "Pipa Xing", which I have never seen before, but he said it was not written by him.

"The same people are fallen from the end of the world, why do they know each other when they meet."

He is willing to redeem me, but I am already dirty, how can I be worthy of him like this?

Such a son, I am afraid that he has never even held a girl's hand!It's a pity that we met too late.

"Since Mr. Zhang said it was fake, then I will tell the fake one to the prince. I believe Mr. Zhang."

As night fell, I quietly came to the pavilion by the river alone. No matter what the result was, I would jump up from here and end this filthy life.

Turns out, I was lied to again.

Mr. Zhang is also there, but he is still willing to redeem me.

But I am like this!How can I be worthy of you!

Jumping down from the pavilion, closing his eyes to end this filthy life, maybe that Situ You died at the age of 13, leaving only this lingering body.

"Xiaoxiao, I think she will be very angry, very angry, very angry..."

Young master, see you in the next life, you who are so clean do not deserve to live in such a filthy heart of mine...

Watching the sunset in the evening is warm and the night is over, hearing the sound of the river in the morning and the night is over!

The real heart demon catastrophe, to experience her whole life, experience her happiness and memories, experience her pain and unwillingness, and live once like her.

The heartbreaker burst out, tears poured out of Zhang Tianba's eyes and nose, he knelt down on the ground, and kept vomiting wildly.

"Are you alright, kid?" Hong Chenxian asked from the side.