He stood at the entrance of the convenience store smoking a cigarette, taking deep breaths and exhaling slowly, watching the rain wet the colorful night into another look, there was stagnant water everywhere, and there were distorted lights.Like many worlds intertwined.

After smoking four cigarettes, Xu Yihan glanced at his phone, it was a quarter past eight.

Finally, his mind was clearer, Xu Yihan recalled Yang Liqiu's words - as expected, there is no such thing as a sweetheart in this world.He seems to have taken advantage of the cooperation with Yang Liqiu, but, but he will be insulted.Did Yang Liqiu think he hated his mother?I hate it too.Of course, it may also be that Yang Liqiu doesn't care whether he hates his mother or not. Yang Liqiu can say what he wants, because he is not important, his attitude and emotions are not important, and he is not important.

Xu Yihan felt that this was a paradox. He was insulted by the Xu family, so he was not reconciled. He wanted to fight back for his share; but in order to get back his share, he had to be insulted by Yang Liqiu again. .It seems that when people live in the world, they are constantly and unavoidably being bullied.He even thought it would be great if Deng Xiuli was still alive, and he wanted to ask Deng Xiuli, is that so, mother, is this how people live.

Xu Yihan put out the cigarette butt, and walked into the dark night with twisted light and shadow against the drizzle.He sat in the car smelling like cigarettes, and before he put his hands on the steering wheel, he suddenly felt a flash in front of his eyes, and a figure flew past the corner of his eyes.

Xu Yihan poked his head out, only to see a figure from the back: a brown corduroy jacket and white wide-leg sweatpants.The coat covered his shoulders, but Xu Yihan knew that his shoulders were round and soft.

He walked quickly, almost trotting to the intersection.There was a taxi parked there, and he opened the door and stepped in, closing the door quickly.

Xu Yihan started the car to catch up with the taxi, and at the same time dialed Deng Yuan's phone number, within a few seconds, the call was connected.

"Sister, I have a lot of things to do here, maybe I won't be back until after twelve o'clock," Xu Yihan said, "You don't have to wait for me, go to bed first if you're sleepy."

"Well, okay," Deng Yuan's tone was still so gentle, "When you come back at night, drive slowly on the road."

But Xu Yihan could still hear it, his breathing was a little short.

"Sister, where are you at home?"

"Yes... I'm at home, watching TV."

Xu Yihan: "I just finished eating. I'll talk about it when I come back that night."

"Okay, Yihan," Deng Yuan said meekly, "I'll wait for you to go home."

Xu Yihan hung up the phone, and continued to follow the taxi with a blank expression.

Half an hour later, the taxi stopped in front of a hospital.

Chapter 50

The man who got out of the car with Deng Yuan was tall and thin, obviously not Wen Jia.Xu Yihan followed them, and saw them start running wildly after getting out of the car, rushing into the building of the inpatient department.

Xu Yihan quickly followed them in, but because the speed of the two of them was too fast, there were quite a lot of people in the inpatient department at this point, so Xu Yihan lost sight of them.

"Damn it." Xu Yihan cursed in a low voice, and directly dialed Deng Yuan's number.

During the ten or so seconds of waiting for the connection, he paced up and down the stairs like a restless animal.The little reason left told him that he shouldn't follow, he should just find a bar to drink some wine, or find a gym to fight boxing, he should vent, he should wait for himself to calm down before asking Deng Yuan, why did you lie? I.After all, his distorted anger was not caused by Deng Yuan.

But he couldn't help it, he couldn't imagine how Deng Yuan would lie to him.During this period of time, what did Deng Yuan do when he went to work or went to dinner?It turned out that he was obediently wearing a skirt and waiting for him to come home, what did he do?

When the phone was connected, Deng Yuan said in surprise, "Yihan? What's wrong?"

"Where are you, which floor?" Xu Yihan skipped the explanation directly, "Wait for me right here!"

Deng Yuan seemed bewildered: "What? Yihan, I'm..."

"I know you're in the hospital! What floor!"

"I... 4th floor, oncology department."

Xu Yihan quickly went up to the fourth floor, and sure enough, he saw Deng Yuan head-on.Deng Yuan looked at him in astonishment, his voice trembling: "Why are you here? I—I didn't mean to lie to you."

Xu Yihan wanted to yell at Deng Yuan with a hundred questions, but his body was faster than his mind, so he grabbed Deng Yuan's wrist.He grasped it so tightly that Deng Yuan shivered slightly.

People came and went in the corridor of the hospital, Xu Yihan gritted his teeth and said, "What are you doing here? Who is with you?"

"My friend... is dying soon," Deng Yuan frowned, "Let's come and see him."

"Is it necessary to lie to me then?"

"Yihan, I..."

"Deng Yuan," a male voice with a slightly higher pitch came from behind Xu Yihan, "Go and see him."

This person is the man who came with Deng Yuan. He is wearing a gray jacket, has a short cut, and fair complexion.

"Okay, I'll go and see him—" Deng Yuan tried his best to break away from Xu Yihan's hand, and hurried to the ward at the end of the corridor.

Outside the ward at the end of the corridor, there were seven or eight people standing, including old people with gray temples and middle-aged people in their prime.Without exception, they all looked solemn and did not speak.

Xu Yihan looked at them one by one, and found that one of the middle-aged women was crying silently.

"You are his cousin?" the inch-cut man spoke first.

"Yes, who are you?"

"I am his friend."

Friends, and fucking friends, why didn't he hear Deng Yuan mention these friends once? !

Xu Yihan forced himself to suppress his anger, and said coldly, "Hello."

The man seemed to be quite interested in him: "What's your surname?"

"Xu. What's your last name?"

"Ni, my name is Ni Yu."

"Oh."

Xu Yihan stared at the ward closely. After Deng Yuan entered, there was no crying that Xu Yihan expected.

"Deng Yuan didn't tell you, maybe he was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable," Ni Yu said, "After all, he came to the hospital, and this kind of thing."

Xu Yihan asked: "Who is dying?"

"Shi Yan, our...friend."

At this moment, several doctors and nurses trotted past them and rushed into the ward at the end of the corridor.After they went in for a while, Deng Yuan came out.

The building of this hospital is a little old, and the lights in the corridor are also dim, but Deng Yuan's face is so pale that it seems to reflect light.

Deng Yuan walked towards Xu Yihan step by step. He walked not slowly, but his steps were heavy, which gave Xu Yihan a feeling that he was on the verge of falling.

When Deng Yuan was only a few steps away from Xu Yihan, a mournful cry erupted in the ward behind him: "Yanyan—"

Deng Yuan flickered, and rushed towards Xu Yihan.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and when Xu Yihan got into the car with Deng Yuan in his arms, they were already half wet.

Ni Yu sat in the passenger seat and did not speak, Xu Yihan hugged Deng Yuan tightly, and Deng Yuan's warm breath hit his neckline heavily.He knew that Deng Yuan was crying.

"Okay, okay," Xu Yihan patted Deng Yuan's back lightly, "I... did I scare you? Sister, okay, I'm sorry."

"...Yihan." Deng Yuan's body trembled lightly in Xu Yihan's arms, like a thin piece of jade, Xu Yihan almost had the illusion that he would crush him if he exerted force.

"Well, sister."

"Shi Yan, Shi Yan is dead." He choked up.

Xu Yihan gently stroked Deng Yuan's hair, and comforted him: "You have seen him, and his family is also here...you are all with him."

Deng Yuan choked hard, but didn't speak.

At this time, Ni Yu said, "Shi Yan is also transgender, and he was a girl before."

Xu Yihan froze for a moment: "...Oh, then, how old is she?"

Ni Yu: "Looks like he's in his early thirties?"

Deng Yuan said in a low voice, "I'll be 30 years old in two months."

Xu Yihan: "... so young."

Deng Yuan suddenly hugged Xu Yihan tightly, pressing his wet cheek against his chest, and he called softly, "Yihan."

Xu Yihan responded: "Yes."

Deng Yuan called him again: "Yi Han."

Xu Yihan responded again: "Yes."

The rain was getting heavier, and the raindrops crackled on the car windows and rolled into a rain curtain.They couldn't see anything clearly, and everything was covered by the sound of rain. They seemed to be in the sea of ​​night, floating while absorbing each other's body temperature.

Deng Yuan held Xu Yihan's face in his hands, ignoring that Ni Yu was still in the front seat, raised his head and kissed Xu Yihan's mouth.

He kissed carelessly and vigorously, licking and biting Xu Yihan's lips, like a panicked stray dog.Xu Yihan clasped the back of his wet head and kissed back with equal force.

"Sister," Xu Yihan said out of breath, "let's go home first, shall we?"

"Ah."

After sending Ni Yu to the subway station, it was past ten o'clock when Xu Yihan and Deng Yuan arrived home.

Both of them were drenched in the rain, and their bodies were sticky and uncomfortable, so they just went into the bathroom to take a shower together.I turned off the light when we made love last night, and now we take a bath together, it seems to be a matter of course.Xu Yihan turned on the Yuba and stared at Deng Yuan's body in the bright light.Bright red eyes, round shoulders, protruding chest, and... visibly shrunken private parts.Xu Yihan rinsed Deng Yuan's body with the shower in his hand, the warm water vapor enveloped them, and Deng Yuan gently closed his eyes.

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